new horizons and perspectives

for the first time in a long time, i had a good day at work. i felt a burst of confidence from my out-of-character outburst towards a nurse thurday morning. i stood up for myself. and it felt good. i may not have been my normal polite self, but it felt kinda good. i laughed. a lot. and it was fun. i am thinking i may just miss this job. that is something i never thought possible. i even teared up saying bye to the residents i became close to. but it was a season, and i start my new job on tuesday.

i feel i owe this all to making a choice. making an effort everyday to be postive. i am realizing i am finding happiness in places i never knew i could. i am realizing that all these little stepping stones will one day definitely lead me to where i want to be. and that makes my heart glad.

lately, with each new day, i am learning more about myself. i feel as though i am finally stepping outside the circle i was wandering aimlessy around, and am finally going down my own path. life really can be quite great. it is all on how you look at it.