snow day. i needed thee.

snow day tomorrow = happiness. 

everything else = kinda blah. 

the migraines are not going away. i am on two preventatives now and a RX to take if/when i get one. sometimes i think it would be better just to yank my head off... however that would be my demise. 

christmas has crept... no, sprang upon me with great force. 2 weeks until the day and i have purchased one gift. 

as much as i love taking pictures, sometimes i am just no so certain about this photography business thing. i just feel so inadequate. blah blah BLAH! where did my photography confidence  go? i say the grinch stole it...

speaking of which... i don't get to watch that with the special ones tomorrow due to school being out... let me weigh what is better and what i can live without. done. 

i think i am going to go read some more of new moon... which is really quite depressing... i am just hopeful for edward's return. it has to come. :-)

and i think i am done ranting now. thanks. bye. 

a list...

because there is no time for something lengthy. 

* i am exhausted.

* i can't put twilight down. this morning i said i would just read one more page... yeah right. 

            [twilight reading schedule today:

                                      6:25-6:50 read "one more" page

                                      10:30-11:15 read lots more

                                      12:15-12:45 read more

                                      3:00-3:15 read more.. and sadly put it away to go home. i could of sat at school for another hour completely  engulfed. ]

* i have so many pictures to edit. and twilight isn't helping that. ;-)

* i am feeling  a bit discouraged about my photography. i know several people starting out their photography businesses and they are amazing. i feel as though i just can't compete... 

* sometimes, like today, i just don't feel special. and no amount of serotonin can help that. 

* my dog is weird. 

* mexican food or chocolate milk might make me slightly more happy. 

* i really need to get to work...