somedays i feel invisible.

somewhere over the rainbow

for the longest time now i have been wanting to get away... to move to nyc or even across the country. my goal: get out of murfreesboro.

my job is in belle meade. i now have to travel about an hour or more every day. and now nathan is sharing an office in brentwood. we are now at a point where we will need to move closer to nashville.

i have found myself thinking about all the things i will miss about murfreesboro. i have lived here for about 13 years. i know my way around... i have formed relationships... i have memories. i am comfortable. murfreesboro is a strange little town... you never know if it is too big or too small... it has a little charm that sneeks up on you. have you ever heard "don't go into dave's market" thing? where if you go in you will be destined to return to murfreesboro or stay in murfreesboro for the rest of your life. i went in one day, not knowing this. and i said i will NOT stay in murfreesboro, nor will i return when i leave. but now i find myself wanting to stay... or wanting to move back eventually. darn you murfreesboro and your sneeky charm. me and murfreesboro, we have a love/hate thing going on. like dorothy, i am realizing maybe there is no place like home.

so next month we will be moving closer to nashville. i am hoping to embrace this change. i think it will prove to be an exciting and good growth opportunity. and if i do miss it... it is only a short drive away :-)

create

i had fun. i am looking forward to what is ahead.

da bomb

for the past few days i have been experiencing nashville traffic. i drive to belle meade during morning rush hour. thankfully, in the afternoon i miss all the traffic. but as i sit in my car patiently (or not so patiently sometimes) i can't help but notice some similarities...













people are slow and relatively stupid. moooooooo

for the first three days of this week i spent about 5 lovely hours at the doctor.

















they attached a bomb to me. knowing the world was in eminent doom, jack baur came to the rescue. within 24 hours the bomb was destroyed. however, they can not seem to retrive any data off of the memory card... all maybe repeated.

and on another note... 107.5 had the backstreet boys on the other morning. they played an old song, and i was feeling a little bored and mildly tired. i so desired to dance in my car. however, i figured sitting in rush hour traffic and dancing alone might not be a good combination. then i thought it would be nice to have someone in the car to dance with me... but then i would be in the HOV lane and not have to worry about traffic. and that would be nice. and better than dancing to a 90's boy band.

the wedding is tomorrow. i am scared to freaking death. i am excited. oh, i surely hope everything will go smoothly. so here's to hoping for beautiful photographs. and not tripping or something...

i love the rain the most

i can hear the rain pouring down outside. and i am glad.

i am currently baking chocolate chip cookies. i have been doing a lot of baking lately. i like to cook, but have not really been much of a baker. so, i am not really sure why the sudden urge to bake.

in less than a week i shoot my first wedding. i am terrified. and excited. all in one emotionally crazy mess.

i am also starting my new job this week. which adds to the pressure and stress.

but, i am glad it is raining. that i do know.